Not much to say. I went to see my counselor and poured my heart out. I talked about Mom being gone four months and about the connection I feel between Michael Jackson and Rob. And then I talked about how grief makes people have feelings of regret and guilt. For me, even though I know I was a good wife and a good daughter, I wish I could go back in time and change some things. It's the perfectionist in me. I don't want to be just a good wife and daughter, I want to be the best!
I came home and had half a piece of toast with peanut butter and a spiked Iced Capp. My brother's birthday is February 2nd so I chatted with my niece Michelle on Facebook and arranged a dinner at the Spaghetti Factory.
That's all. I'm going to paint, and somehow try to sleep tonight but I'm very excited about my interview with CBC Radio tomorrow so that's not likely!