So, I debated for ages about going to the underwear show at Cafe California this year. I knew it would be hard without Mom. She used to look forward to this event so much every year!
On Monday of this week, I bit the bullet and made a reservation for this evening. Beforehand, I went to my bi-weekly grief counseling session, which helped me prepare to go to the underwear show.
I knew I would cry, and I did, but only a tear or two. I could picture Mom sitting and clapping to the music, saying, "There's that Church St beat again!"
Mom, I love you. And, maybe I'm crazy but I think you were with me this evening, watching all of the cute boys dance ....