Friday, March 6, 2015
An Introspective Day
Despite feeling more than a little introspective, today has been very productive for me. I got a paiinting ready to be mailed and shipped it off to a customer. My merch was in a mess, so I sorted it all out and got it much tidier. I also bought groceries as well. I was going to paint today, but I worked on the employees' payroll instead.
Good for me.
All day long I kept thinking about the dream I had last night. My mom was alive in the dream, and I was visiting her at her condo. Her mind seemed to be getting more and more vague and scattered, and I did my best to stop her from doing anything silly or dangerous.
I awoke with a jolt, and the first thing that popped into my mind was: See, you couldn't have done anything to prevented Mom from dying. Somethings are out of your hands ....
I know this is true, without a doubt. So, why did my mind think it was necessary to tell me this fact at 3am?
Talk about a rude awakening!