Well, after beer, pizza, up-lifting tunes, and a lot of chatting with Dobrila - I feel so much better than I did a few hours ago!
Thank god for cool, great, fantastic, brilliant friends who take the time to listen to me vent! I wanted to say these things today at my counselling but I just never got the chance. Its so hard to grieve for people you love when you have unresolved issues with them.
Mom, Rob I love you both and I forgive you for the not so great things you did in the past. I've known all along that my love for you both was stronger than my feelings of anger but I just needed to vent out all of my negative emotions. I mean, you two were always 99% cool, great, fantastic and brilliant, but I just had to get that 1% out of my system.
I love you.